:: ticking ::

.digging dumb found i am to find another day with the same mask.

Crucified with hundreds of nails to feel that i breathe,
pouring thru my veins to feel that i am alive.

.digging dumb found i am to find another day with the same path.
-jon09-

:: Absence ::

Soooooo...

It sure has been a long while since my last update in the virtual world! , just felt like it needed an update now... since last time it was talking about a book.. which has gone wayyy past! and no longer in usage a.k.a USELESS. lol.

so wat's been happenin' with my life ... well things has been rather up and down, and it's been for a good 4-5 weeks now since it all started.. first off : Rusty has gone in and out of the hospital for a surgery... for a diverticular disease (bowels) which required the bowels to be cut off for about 25% off of it. soooo i have been in a nursing shift to take care of him for quite sometime now. It has been a rather exhausting bizzo... it just ain't easy to take care of someone! it's like a full time job on its own.. so he is in a recovery business now.

Anywho... besides that i've been quiet in terms of pictures and stuff... somewhat .. rather uninspired these past few weeks.. but i've been getting more ideas as to what's to take and the objects... so sooner than later i'll get on to it..

Meanwhile .. here's one of my creation... dedicated to our greens in the world.. because it is wearing thin.. but will fight for it!

anywhooo imma get on cracking with the day. and i shall update again later!

Bloody Book Bloody Secret

Okhayyy. as previous posted about a book called The Secret... I have actually finished it ages ago, but i haven't got around to update it... why ?? perhaps because i am still trying to use it in my actual life...

Basically what's stated in the book from page 1 till the end.. just simply saying that the most powerful tool in the universe that human has is your MIND.. your thoughts... and your action... basically if you manifesting a positive thoughts the results will return to you of the same... so it is all depends on how you see things are... example : instead of thinking "oh shit i'm gonna be fucking late etc. " , you could alter your thoughts to "There'll be plenty of time for me to make it in time". As you can see the obvious differences between the 2 thoughts of what outcome will be... but then for me... not everything can be just Black and White... there are greys on the side.. altho not everything.. but it is there. SOOOO.. am still trying to manifest in certain thoughts and see what the outcomes are like... Trial and Error as they would put it :D

till then.. i shall say buhbyee for now. as i gotta skadooch. gonna chill for a bit and rest.. as the sickness still kicking in.. soo i'll c ya around!!! :D

cheers

Down with the sickness and Mini Update

Olaaa

como estas?!?! well hopefully you guys have been well, especially around aussie land with the weather changes it's going krazy! especially this week, not a single day above 13 degrees and the lowest at night could reach about 1-2 degrees. As suggested by the title, i am down with the sickness at the moment, as i've been coughing and sniffing most of the time... plus having a bloody sore throat... it sucks so bad.. i can hardly sleep well at night and it has been like that for a couple of nights now... so i am just trying to sweat my ass off so the viruses can get the hell out of my body... in hope that tomorrow i feel better than today.

since last time i wrote... i reckon there has been quite a few things went on. like the weekend after last, i had a small trip out to a small country town called Porepunkah. I think it was about 3-4 hours out of Melbourne. We were staying at this nice little cozy house in the middle of no where, it was called The Kiln House... don't know exactly why it's called Kiln but nonetheless it was a fantastic contemporary style of a house. it was an outside deck that's facing out to a flat land of greens and cows.. and a clear view to a wineries. It was rather isolated from anything else and any noises out there.. hence it was in the middle of no where... like nothing else but greens.. and 2 houses.. and the distance between one house to the other is about 500m-1km away.. so there's a fair bit of distance in between. Anywho for further information, i'd recommend you to check this website out "www.kilnhouse.com.au" , i'm sure it's worth it and it's cheaper if you with a bunch of friends. :D

Any other than that.. i've been pretty much busy with stuffs plus helping Rusty's brother to renovate their house throughout the weeks... and it was progressing rather fantastic.

Anywhoo... i'm feeling a bit rundown now. so i shall close it to that for now.. and i've added a couple more of new songs in my playlist (scroll down to the bottom) 1. by Morgan Page , a song that i've been on a buzz for quite awhile now, i reckon it's an awesome song; 2. by Peter,Bjorn and John - Young Folks.. and i think it's a nice sans country western song.. it has a nice catchy tune.. so have a listen and see what you think :D .

Cheerssss. imma snooze now.

J

Rollin the Weekend

G'daay!

How's it going ?? it's monday.. and another start of the week..

it has been an interesting weekend that passed thru.. went quite a bit unexpected in a way, a little bit emotional 'hiccups' just about here and there.. but life must go on in a way.. and where there's a new beginning.. there's also an end... the tricky part is knowing when it is the end, and knowing when it is the beginning. For me, when there's no line drawn in between... it just doesn't work, because to know certain things like where we stand, where we are heading towards to. altho it doesn't always work with other people.. things works differently for every people, but i'm sure there are similarity to one another..

What to do when One cannot be entirely open ? what happens when there's no trust or feels like there's no more trust involved in between 2 people ? perhaps it is the end ? or the 2 people is willing to work at it hard enough.. to solve the problem until every options have been exhausted. there has to be an agreement between the 2.. and that's where the line crystal clear. . . especially when mixed signals given... now that is sucks so bad.

so yeah.. It has been quite a journey... one that has to go thru, for the sake of a better place .. in hope.

Anywho.. yesterday i've gone bonkers on lollies (candies), me and R ended up with 35-40 bucks worth of lollies with all sorts and chocolates... and stuffed ourselves with it by the end of the day.. it was fun, and choked to death with sugars. hehehe. the place called "The Original store of Lollies" . and they meant it.. lol.

Anywho how's your weekend went ?? hopefully it was quite good ? :) . anywho i must bust a move now.. so take careeee.. and c ya around. :)

Cheers

Introducing : Grill'd!

Howdy!

How's it goin' folks ? hope you're doing awesome!

Let's get it started shall we.. Why there's a picture of a Burger up there ?? No , it's not coz' i look like a burger!! tsk tsk tsk, your mind has been corrupted. hehe. SO . the reason i put up that picture is because i just went out for dinner.. which happened to be THAT particular burger from a restaurant called Grill'd "Healthy Burger" or it is said to be.

Anyway, this burger joint is actually pretty Yummmoo!, it has all the correct ingredient of what a decent burger meant to be.. and the size was rather reasonable, quite thick (the patty), and decent toasted traditional burger bread. . . but how does it called a "healthy burger" ?? i'm not quite sure, i was wondering about that myself, there was no list of grams content,etc. Based on my experience tonight, it wasn't particularly "healthy" as it was REALLY greasy by the time it was served, and the patty... hmmmm it looks a bit too freezer-like-microwave-heated patty that was just simply grilled, the catchy part was.. it's quite big. Nonetheless.. it was yummyy! i mean really.. burger.. what more do you expect ?? , but once there's a burger that's healthy, everyone jumped on it! as the queue was quite loonnggg tonight. tsk tsk tsk.. bloody advertisement.. you done it again! as i was one of the victim to be curious enough to try it! hehehe.

SOOO.. what's up tonight fellas ?? hope some of ya getting sloshed, if not at least getting laid, if not at least eating pop-corn in front of your favourite movie / show, if not.. well.. go kill yerself!. hehehe just kidding..

alrighty, that's allll for tonight folks! hope ya'll have a great night :D and enjoy the rest of the weekend.

Cheers

G'day!

Morning.. or.. Afternoon as it is 3 minutes to 12 PM.

woke up with a quite pleasant feeling this morning... woke up to a normal routine but with a better mood.. and after my morning ciggy.. i turned on the music, and what came up as the perfect song of the morning ?? it's called Summer by Joe Hisaishi , it's actually an intrumental.. but it has a wonderful trickling melody to it.. that kinda soothing your day in.. as you goes into your normal activities.. If you want to listen to it.. i have post it in the MP3 playlist below.. you can see and have a listen to it :)

So yeah.. i've read some more of the book.. there are certainly interesting quote in some of the pages... but i won't blurt it out just now. have to make sure that i understand them .. or not.. hehe

anywho.. i shall continue on with my day.. and leave this post as it is for now.. just for a quick hello. have a gooddd day! :D

Cheers